I am thoroughly exhausted today. I'm sure it has something to do with the 10 mile bike ride on friday, and then another 16-17 mile one yesterday. We don't have the actual mileage for yesterday, due taking a few of the main trail side trails, which I might add were a ton of fun, and because you really can't rely on smart phones for everything. But the estimate, was about 16 miles going by the map we took with us. Nonetheless, it was much fun, but my butt is extremely sore today. I really should be getting a seat pad for my bike. I'm such a ninny that I wont stand up on my bike pedals for too long. My right leg is still becoming accustomed to bending movements since I've been babying it for so long after the last injury. I am constantly trying to break the habit of "hypochondriac". It's dreadfully annoying to look at every situation as being robbed, raped, stranded, dying...whatever. I fear falling off my bike and breaking teeth the most though. I'd like to say it's because I don't have insurance, but in general it's because I have such a fear of hurt. I don't know when I picked that up either. You are bound to get hurt whether you like it or not!
   It'll be nice when I go back to rowing a few times a week to not have to start completely from scratch. I start running tomorrow for the supposed half-marathon we will partake in, in march. I'm not even sure we really will, but I'd like to be caught up to running that much.
So far today has been lazy and I'm sad that tomorrow brings back the regular weeks of working. Bummer. I like my job, I'm just not in-love with the idea of having one. I've been working my entire college career, hence why I am 25 and still struggling to get a Bachelor's. It took me 3 years to get what's considered a 2 year degree, and I took 2 years of doing nothing but working before I decided that working menial jobs was all I was going to do. But, I still do that even with some sort of degree and it looks like I'll just have the  satisfaction of knowing I'm educated when working now. Because everywhere I look there's someone like I used to be working the job that I want because they just worked like that for so long they got it without a degree. I'm not saying my degree won't be worth it. I do like school, but I just wish I didn't have to work so hard for it. I literally get up early, row, go to class, then straight to work, then straight to class, come home and do homework, only to get ultra bitchy with home duties and crash into bed. Repeat 5 days a week. That really sucks sometimes. I'll get through it though, I do every time. I guess I am starting to have more faith in myself than I originally thought.
Alas, the dogs are calling for a walk, and I shall give in to it without getting heat from the mister for taking forever.
~Mis. Fit.